Monthly Archives: June 2019

now in Dublin

 

So after yesterday’s post, we had many difficulties. The flight we were scheduled to take kept delaying and delaying until finally it canceled and the airline offered us a flight too late for us to make our Dublin connection. Eileen was very stressed so she handed off making arrangements to me. However, before she did this she had the brilliant insight that if we were going to attempt to catch the Dublin connection in Chicago by driving down, we should rent a car instead of trying to retrieve our vehicle to do this.

Our old Subaru’s parking was already paid for. So instead of catching a shuttle and renegotiating all that, we rented a car.

I say “we rented a car” but nothing ended up being simple. The first dealer refused to acknowledge that my 5th 3rd MasterCard was a credit card.  They needed the name on the card to be the name of the driver. I had promised Eileen that I had the energy to make this drive so it was important that I be the driver.

The next rent a car dealer was more helpful. She pointed out that Eileen (whose name was on a more valid credit card) could add me as a spouse and rent the car. This is what we did.

When we got to the car, we could not get it started. It was one of those new fangled vehicles without an actual ignition switch. In order to start it, the “key” just had to be near the vehicle. But the dash kept informing us that it could not find the “key” and that we should put the “key” in a designated validating area. After messing with this for quite a bit, I flagged down an employee and explained our problem.

He instantly hit the “honk” button on our key and pointed out we were at the wrong car.

But we were at stall written on our paper work.  We either had the wrong car or the wrong key. A quick check after walking all the way back to the office revealed that the error was on the part of the company (the “computer” in the words of the sales person).

We had been rented a different car which we easily found and drove away.

I drove a bit like a mad man for this trip, when I could I went as fast as the rest of the traffic (80 MPH). But when the speed limit went lower than 70 unlike the rest of the fast drivers I slowed down.

Our GPS took us a route to O’Hare I had never gone before. I guess the last time I went to Chicago was preGPS. The Toll Road took us almost to O’Hare. At the last exit, we had run out of quarters and had to drive through. This was easy to do, but there were signs informing drivers to contact the Toll Road and pay for any unpaid tolls.

The Aer Lingus people didn’t delay us even though we were well under the two hour limit before international flights. We checked in, checked our bags, and arrived at the terminal just before they began boarding.

(to be continued tomorrow)

on our way

 

(Note: This post was written on Friday, June, 28, 2019)

Eileen and I are sitting in the Grand Rapids Airport waiting for our flight. It keeps getting delayed. Started out leaving around 2 PM. That was delayed to around 3. Now it’s leaving closer to 4.  I did all my packing this morning. Eileen had a hectic day yesterday. She went to the masseuse before lunch. Then she attempted to pay off the contractors who did all the work on our house. Apparently she had been waiting for them to bill.

In attempting to do this she discovered that the credit limit on her credit card had a limit which was lower than the total for the contracting work. At first she attempted to raise the credit line on the card (something the dang cards are always trying to get us to do). They refused to raise the limit. It seems to have been due to a rule about how long you have had the card before you can raise it.

Then she discovered there was a limit on how much of your credit you can use in one day. Before the day was over the bookkeeper from the company was stopping by to pick up a check to supplement the amount that Eileen had paid with her credit card.

She wanted to pay with the card in order to protect the transaction and earn credit card points.

She also had problems converting currency for our trip. First we stopped off at the downtown branch of our bank. Here we discovered that they didn’t keep euros or pounds on hand. So we went to another branch where Eileen was sure they would have them. Then the person that had access to the currency notes was on lunch break.

The masseuse asked Eileen if she was experiencing a lot of stress. She said yes and that was before all this bank nonsense.

Needless to say it was not a good day for her.

I decided that I would pack this morning which is what I did. Eileen’s back is still bothering her and she’s still a bit stressed but I think it’s easing now that we are waiting for our flight.

I managed to do my stretches and exercising this morning. I was very happy to see that my weight is the lowest it has been in months (222 lbs). I have been trying to watch what I am easting ever since seeing how successful Mark was at losing weight. All I have really done is try to avoid processed foods when possible. This will be complicated by traveling and I do want to enjoy the trip and take advantage of cuisines and that sort of thing.

But I was encouraged this morning, that’s for sure.

An Enlightening, Frustrating Conversation On Liberalism (with Adam Gopnik) The Ezra Klein Show podcast

I am going to have to read Gopnik’s new book, A THOUSAND SMALL SANITIES The Moral Adventure of Liberalism. But right now I have plenty on my list of books I want to read.
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I bought a collection of John Stuart Mill’s essays in a Kindle book this morning. Gopnik and Klein mention him in this podcast. I have read him before but it was a long time ago.
I decided that the Dublin book I want to read is Dubliners by Joyce. In this case, it’s reread probably for the third time.

Supreme Court kills Michigan gerrymandering challenge Detroit News

This is a bit of a misleading headline. The frustrating SCOTUS decision only “kills” legislative challenges in process (if I understand correctly). The Detroit News is showing it’s right wing bias here I believe. Check out the next report.

Supreme Court ruling sets up state battles against gerrymandering Freep.com

My reading of this and related NYT articles is that our process can continue here in Michigan. I could be wrong, but I certainly hope not.

 

last day state side

 

Savannah made it safely home as I thought she would. It was a lot of fun having her around. I wish I saw my family more often but what can you do?

Eileen is at the masseuse.  She threw her back out last week and has been suffering. This is her second trip to the masseuse and she was quite hopeful this would ease her pain.

Today is the day we do all our last minute preparations to get on a plane for Ireland tomorrow. As usual I am struggling to decide what actual books to take with me. Eileen pointed out that it would be harder to sit in the backyard and read books on a tablet than using the real thing. She is playing to my increasing bias to reading actual books instead of ebooks.

I want to travel light on this trip. Unfortunately there don’t seem to be ebook versions of the F. Jackson Knight translation of Virgil’s Aeneid not the Carlyle-Wicksteed translation of Dante’s Divine Comedy. Both of these books are my daily morning reading after working on Greek. They aren’t really pleasure reading which is something I would like to do on this trip.

I discovered this morning that the title of Thomas A. Sebeok’s I Think I Am A Verb: More Contributions to The Doctrine of Signs is taken from a quote from Ulysses S. Grant.  Grant was dieing of throat cancer and had ceased to be able to speak easily. Some days before his death he wrote this:

“I do not sleep though sometimes I doze a little. If up I am talked to and in my efforts to answer cause pain. The fact is I think I am a verb instead of a personal pronoun. A verb is anything that signifies to be; to do; or to suffer. I signify all three.”

What a very cool quote. And get a load of those semi-colons. Not just oxford commas but good old starchy  19th century American semi-colons.

Sebeok died in 2001 but he authored many books. I love his ideas and writing style. I might have to take this book with me.

I own the hardback, but I didn’t pay that much for it. I’m sure it was an impulse item I purchased browsing a store or a sale. 70 bucks for the kindle version is prohibitive.

While browsing on Amazon I discovered a couple of interesting books that Sebeok co-authored.

These will have to go on my list of books to check out in the future.

 

Two books about Northern Irish Troubles win Orwell prize

I was thinking of rereading Joyce on my trip to Ireland. But this article points out two recent delicious books on “the troubles.” What better way to spend my time in Ireland and England than reading these two?

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They are both available as Kindle books. I just purchased them.  Ahem. Now to quit blogging and start reading them.

Yewande Komolafe’s 10 Essential Nigerian Recipes – The New York Times

Komolafe is the author of this interesting article with recipes.

How to Freeze Avocados | California Avocado Commission

I purchased avocados when Savannah was here but we didn’t get to eating any of them. I am thinking of seeing how they freeze.

Cucumber Salad With Soy, Ginger and Garlic Recipe – NYT

This looks good.

Cucumber Salad With Soy, Ginger and Garlic

 

Tuesday report

 

Yesterday morning I got up, cleaned the kitchen,  made Artichoke Frittata, and baked bread. By the time I was done, I was already tired. For the rest of the day I tried to relax. I’m a bit disappointed that I haven’t done more entertaining of my grand daughter, Savannah. Yesterday may be the first day that I felt like I was actually on vacation. I’ve had two weekends off just to get to this point.

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With my own burnout and Savannah’s cat allergy I think we’ve been doing the best we can. It is pretty wonderful to have her around. Eileen supervised a weaving project for her. Today, Eileen’s sister, Nancy, dropped by specifically to meet Savannah.  After she left, we all jumped in the car and made an obligatory visit to Evergreen to check in to keep our insurance paying for this. Then we stopped by the church so that Savannah could see the pipe organ.

Eileen and Savannah are now downtown shopping. When they are done we are planning to go to The Biscuit. That way, Savannah can have her breakfast and Eileen and I can have lunch.

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Today I realized that I will be in Europe for about four weeks. That sounds good. I need desperately to get out of town. I keep getting contacted by locals for one thing or the other related to my church gig. This doesn’t help me feel on vacation. I’m probably too sensitive.

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When I complained this morning about using up my energy again before breakfast doing my usual exercises and then  cleaning the kitchen and making coffee, Eileen said that my energy pie seems to be shrinking. That may be. But I think four weeks out of the country should help. I am getting quite a bit of reading in. That’s my plan for the rest of vacation as well: to rest and read.

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i think i am a verb

 

I was killing time upstairs just before we left to go see my brother. Eileen was using the bathroom and I needed to get in. So I pulled Thomas Sebeok’s I Think I Am a Verb off the shelf for a quick perusal. I’ve never read it, but the title has always intrigued me.

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In it I read:

“There appear to be two antipodal sorts of bookmen. There are those who derive endless delight from their solitary pleasure, which they pursue like self-stimulating laboratory rats, with electrodes implanted in their anterior hypothalamus, unceasingly bar-pressing in preference to any other activity. Then there are those of us whose bar-pressing habit is rewarded solely by a change in the level of illumination—-in a word, novelty.”

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Yikes. Both descriptions fit me.

It was inspiring to see how much weight Mark had lost. He had lots of ideas for us about it. One of them was the sugar substitute, Swerve. This picture of him holding a package also shows how skinny he is getting.

I ordered some Swerve with the Shipt order today and then used it in some strawberries and yogurt. It was good. Mark and Leigh gave us some kale. I decided to make Kale chips with it.

I think it’s quite beautiful in the picture above. Unfortunately, the chips didn’t turn out that great.

I  checked them after half the cooking time. They were already starting to over cook so out of the oven they come. Plus the recipe called for too much salt so they are a bit too salty.

 

 

bookstore trip yesterday… today back to Holland

 

We head back to Holland today. Eileen wants to get Savannah to the beach and also connect with more of the family on the Hatch side.

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Mark recommended Benjamin Dreyer’s Dreyer’s English. I have read a bit in it and think it’s pretty cool. I will have to get my hands on a copy before too long. My list of possible books to read keeps getting longer.

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We went into town last night. We visited Serendipity Books which is owned by a woman who is also in Mark’s writing group. It’s a nice little store and I bought the following books.

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I also bought a couple of Yale Shakespeare books. Not these two but of course they look them.

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The funny thing is that I found a note in my own handwriting in one of them to the effect that I needed to remember it was Mark’s copy. He apparently gave some of his extra books to the bookstore. I bought it.

 

 

 

shakespeare in the arb

 

We drove over to Unadillo to visit my brother and his wife. Last night on the agenda was a performance of Twelfth Night in the Ann Arbor Arboretum.

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My nephew’s husband Tony provided tickets for the entire family to attend this. It was very cool.

The picture above is from last year. But it gives you an idea of the setting. The audience is escorted from place to place to view different scenes.

Some of these actors were in the performance last night. It was quite good. I’m not sure my grand daughter enjoyed herself. She hasn’t had that good a visit so far. Between discovering that she’s allergic to cats and then having to meet most of the Jenkins clan, I’m sure it’s been overwhelming. However, she has maintained her good humor despite all this. She seems in better spirits today.

Quality time on the porch today. I tried to get a picture of four people all on their phones, but Leigh got up too quickly for me. My brother has lost a startling amount of weight. He looks healthier. Plus he has turned into a mean, lean, cooking machine. It’s fun to seem him so engaged in making food.

Eileen, Mark, and Leigh all went off to the wool store, Forma.

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The shop is in an idyllic setting as you can see above.

It’s a cool shop and it’s fun to look at all the colors, but I opted to stay home.

Savannah is hiding in her room and I’m sitting on the porch. It’s lovely out.

Despite the fact that I keep getting emails from people at Grace, I am beginning to relax a bit. This morning, shortly after our assistant priest emailed me inviting me to a planning meeting, Jen emailed everyone to tell them who was on vacation and for how long. I think these two were connected. At any rate, I’m not planning on going to any meetings at Grace anytime soon.

home and couple of embeds

 

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So the combined delays changed our local arrival time from around 10:30 PM to 1:30 to 2 AM.

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The local bypass we usually take back and forth to the airport (M-6) is under heavy construction especially on its western side. Of course this  is between the airport and Holland.So we have been taking back roads to Holland. This is what I did last night. But visibility wasn’t great so I had to go around 50.

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By the time we arrived, everyone was exhausted.

This morning we all slept in, of course.

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Unfortunately, when Savannah got up, we discovered that she (like her sister) is allergic to cats.

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So she’s miserable with watery eyes and runny nose. She and Eileen are going for a walk. I have trapped the cat in the basement. We gave her drugs. We’re not sure what will be best but we may put her in the upstairs bedroom since the cat goes up there less. Presumably there will be less cat hair there.

We leave for Mark’s house tomorrow. Of course, they have cats as well.

I watched this while exercising this morning. I think it helped me understand the legal standing of Assange better. I do sort of despise the dude but indicting him does seem to criminalize aspects of journalism. Of course Democracy Now! is a left leaning news organization. But I still think they’re pretty good.

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I like the BBC program Desert Island Discs. I always smile when I hear their theme song since it’s kind of awful. I also don’t like that the podcast doesn’t include complete musical selections. They say it’s because of copyrights and that makes sense.

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Nitin Sawhney, musician, producer, composer Desert Island Discs

I had never heard of Sawhney, But I liked his Desert Island choices and plan to check out the ones I didn’t recognize. (Unlike the BBC 3 Record Review podcast, Desert Island Discs at least has a list of the music chosen (They are excerpts as well). According to his wiki entry, he is sort of a big name in the U.K. and maybe some other places than the  U.S.

I like this music by him on this video.  He’s on guitar.

 

 

so far so good

 

I’m sitting in the Denver Airport. Our flight was late getting out of Ontario but I think it was due to storms around the Denver Airport. We landed and had to wait because the ramp was closed due to lightening. Our flight to Grand Rapids is also delayed. But so far so good. At least we didn’t miss any flights.

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I finished reading Riddley Walker  on the flight to Denver.

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I’m almost done with Twelfth Night. This is the play we are going to go see with the rest of the Jenkins clan. Tony, Ben’s husband, is treating everyone. I picked up the Folger edition pictured above. I think it’s a good one if you’re trying to understand the play. But I think I prefer the Yale editions. They have better historical information. But the Folger is okay. I purchased it at the Corona Barnes and Noble when we were there for our annual visit.

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I brought Song of Solomon by Toni Morrison along if I need another book to read.

Lyric Hyphenator | Juicio Brennan

Cool site that will divide English words into their proper syllables.

Opinion | Who Cares About the Supreme Court’s ‘Legitimacy

Linda Greenhouse.

 

David visit and more ideas

 

Last night, Eileen, Nicholas, and I drove to the facility where my son, David, is currently being treated for alcoholism. I invited Catherine and Savannah to come with us, but they (wisely, in my opinion) opted not to go see their Dad.

David is in bad shape. He is an addict in the later stages of addiction. He is currently drying out and receiving help but it is a sad thing to see him in at this stage of his life. We chatted and hugged. I have difficulty having hope for him even though he is in treatment but I do want him to get better and still love him deeply. It was good that we went.

The Washington D. C. based bookstore, Politics and Prose keeps popping on my radar. I’m planning to order Marlon James’ new book, Black Leopard, Red Wolf, from them since they put up a video on YouTube of his talk that they sponsored.

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Similarly, I am planning to order Adam Gopnik’s new book, A Thousand Small Sanities: The  Moral Adventure of Liberalism, for the same reason.

I have listened to the following presentation and recommend it.

I like it that he appeared with Andrew Sullivan and that they are friends who are in conversation around issues they often disagree about.

I keep thinking about where my Father eventually ended up in regards to politics. He called himself a “progressive-conservative.” He taught me that we need both progress and conservation. I like that. I think that Gopnik is attempting to define liberalism in a way that I want to learn more about. You may already have thought about the difference between being liberal and being on the left. Sullivan obviously associates the “left” with the communist movement of the 20th century. Is that what it is? I haven’t thought of that but am interested in learning more. I do like Sullivan and read him even though I often disagree with him.

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bookstore, bread, and book report

 

The annual book store visit seemed to come off pretty well yesterday. Cynthia joined us. Usually it’s Eileen, me, and the grandkids. Nobody had any trouble finding stuff to purchase including me.

After lunch at Miguel’s we came home. I immediately began reading the book I bought (more on that later). After a bit, Catherine and I began making bread.

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She seemed very interested in the fact that I was able to make bread and that it was easy. I coached her through the process and wrote down the recipe for her.

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I mentioned to her that Sarah pointed out to me that I had taught her to lay out ingredients before beginning. I told this was “en mise,” but looking around this morning on the internet it seems I may have that little phrase wrong.

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At any rate, this was enormous fun for me. When she pulled the cooked bread from the oven filling the room with that great aroma, Catherine seemed very proud of herself.

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I hope this was easy for her and that it becomes a recipe in her repertoire. Part of the point was to walk her through the process and show her how easy it is.  Nevertheless, it made for a wonderful afternoon for me.

After the bookstore and bread, I found myself exhausted.

I have been trying to stay up later since we have a plan to go to David’s facility tonight during visiting hours (6 PM- 7 PM).  Nicholas had basically what was his first night of work last night. He went in at 5 PM expecting to only work a couple of hours.  According to Cynthia’s report this morning, it turned out to be more like four hours. When she picked him up, he was grumpy because he had planned to go see some friends afterwards, but I guess it was too late.

I’m not sure who all is going with Eileen and me to see David this evening.  Originally Nicholas was interested. We’ll give everyone the option and go from there.

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I’m not sure how Jill Lepore’s recent book, This America: The Case for the Nation, slipped past me. But I spotted it at the bookstore yesterday and snatched it up. It’s a thin little book (“more of an essay” in Lepore’s own description). I finished it this morning and will be processing it for a while.

She writes about the failure of 20th century historians to continue to chronicle the history of the U.S. The false promise of globalism dazzled them to turn their concerns elsewhere. LePore warns and demonstrates that in the absence of coherent stories of our history, false nationalistic diatribes quickly filled the gap.

Lepore writes convincingly: “Appeals to nationalism are dangerous. But not thinking about the nation, and not learning from how all the people in the United States have thought about the nation, is more dangerous. Writing national history creates plenty of problems. But not writing national history creates more problems, and those problems are worse.”

Basically she says that the country needs liberals to buy into the idea of patriotism and reconstitute our country.  I love the way she describes America as a sort of vortex of contradictions. We have a terrible history of destroy ourselves (our slaves, our women, our children) but at the same time have the hope and courage of American ideals of liberty, equality, and the pursuit of happiness.

As I said, I’m still processing. But this book has initially helped me understand something about myself. I have a love of my country. It has admittedly grown out of an awareness of my love of American music like blues, jazz, and Negro Spirituals.

It helps me to distinguish between patriotism and nationalism.

There are sections in Lepore’s book that are satisfyingly etched in anger and clarity.

Towards the end of the book, she reels off a litany of the recent disasters our country has lived through that tie together the main theme of current illiberal nationalism of her book: “Trump demanded Obama’s birth certificate. He launched his campaign in 2015 with a promise to build a wall on the U.S.- Mexican border, at a time when more Mexicans were returning to Mexico from the United States than were coming here; net migration was negative. (Since 2007, undocumented Mexican migration had fallen by more than 75 percent. And despite the rise in Central American migration, overall Border Patrol apprehensions were at their second lowest level in more than four decades.)  Days after Trump took office, he authorized the completion of the Dakota Access Pipeline, waving aside any native claims to sovereignty. He also demanded that Elizabeth Warren—A U.S. Senator he called “Pocahantas”—prove her ancestry. In the first years of his presidency, he called for a regime of deportation of undocumented immigrants. He instituted a plan to separate immigrant children from their parents. He banned immigrants from Muslim-majority countries. His administration asked the U.S. Census to add to the 2020 Census the question ‘Is this person a citizen of the United States?’ He shut down the government for more than a month when Congress failed to fund his plan to build a wall between the United States and Mexico. He called his political opponents globalists. He asked his supports to call themselves nationalists. “Use that word.” p. 133-4

Her conclusion:

“A lie stands on one foot, as Benjamin Franklin liked to say, but a truth stands upon two. A new Americanism would rest on a history that tells the truth, as best it can, about what W.E.B. DuBois called the hideous mistakes, the frightful wrongs, and the great and beautiful things that nations do. It would foster a spirit of citizenship and environmental stewardship and a set of civic ideals, and a love of one another, marked by benevolence and hope and a dedication to community and honesty. Looking both backward and forward it would know that right wrongs no man.” p. 137

 

 

vacationing and time with grandkids

 

Yesterday I received permission from Cynthia to take Nicholas out and practice driving. It was fun. Except for some parallel parking in an empty parking lot, I didn’t do any guiding.

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I had the obvious ulterior motive of spending valuable time alone with him. We had lunch together as well. I enjoyed it. I think he did. I babbled, but he got in a few words.

I phoned my son who is staying at Pacific Grove Chemical Dependency wing. I let him know that Eileen, Nicholas, and I would be dropping by during visiting hours on Sunday.  No one picked up at the extension he gave me to contact him, so I left a message. I have invited Catherine and Savannah to go with us if they want to.

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My ex-wife has been very toxic in this situation, classically enabling David’s addiction and disrupting Cynthia’s household. Though she has moved back to Michigan she has been texting (harassing) my grand kids about Father’s Day reminding them of the need to connect with their Father. Sunday is Father’s day. I had planned to visit David last night, but Cynthia said Nicholas wanted to go on Sunday because it was Father’s day so that’s the plan.

I had a nice chat with Catherine last night.

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She seems interested in cooking. I bought some fresh garlic, ginger, and mint. I talked to her about how I use these fresh spices. We looked at some of her cookbooks and found recipes where they were used. I am hoping to make tbread with her today. I wrote down my recipe.

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Today we’re off to the book store for our annual visit. We take the grand kids and give them all an allowance to spend. Then we will meet Cynthia at Miguel’s for lunch.

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I am still dealing with exhaustion, both physically and mentally. But I have been doing my daily stretches and exercising.,

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I also used my tablet to pull some music off the web to play on the piano. So far I have been playing Clara Schuman piano fantasies, Mozart Sonata in D, Buxtehude suites, and Bach English Suites. I also found a fun piano transcription of Mendelssohn’s Midsummer Night’s Dream Overture  and played all the way through it.

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Vacation continues.

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Friday in California

 

The California visit is going well. I made bread yesterday.

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My daughter-in-law Cynthia put this picture of the loaves up on Facebook. Catherine (grand daughter) said it made the house smell good. That it did.

Eileen bought a bread knife while they were doing errands since they couldn’t find one here.

My grandson, Nicholas, had an orientation session for his new job at Miguel’s.

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I rode over with Cynthia to pick him up and he drove us back. He is practice driving so that he can get his license soon.

Cynthia has given me permission to take him out in his car and do some practice driving while I’m here. I will definitely give him that option. It would kill a couple birds with one stone. Nicholas gets to practice drive and I get some time alone with him.

We are planning to see David on Sunday. I was thinking of doing it today, but Cynthia says that Nicholas was hoping to see David on Father’s day so we’ll probably do that. Cynthia is okay with us offering to take Nicholas, Savannah, and Catherine with us if they want to go.

Addiction is tough.

 

Carolyn Forché – What You Have Heard Is True [Review] | The Englewood Review of Books

Another review by my smarter, better-looking, younger brother.

 

 

california day 2

 

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The clouds in my head are beginning to clear a bit. Cynthia had to work yesterday but didn’t have to leave until 11. Despite being exhausted, Eileen and I took the kids to Trader Joes after a stop at Target.

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Eileen had a bad headache so she needed meds which was the reason for the Target stop. While we were there I purchased another of those Bose speakers.

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Right now I’m the only one awake. it’s 6 AM local time. I’m sitting at the picnic bench in the back yard so as not to disturb the people sleeping near where I would usually work, the table between the kitchen and the TV room. I’ve already exercised and done my Greek.

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My tablet surprises me with how well it plays YouTube videos. I used part video below this morning while I ran in place.

I only need about 20 minutes or so to do the running so I’m not finished with this. However, I am very impressed with Marlon James especially the way he handles language. When I  purchase his book I am thinking of looking into ordering from Politics and Prose Bookstore in Washington, D.C. Besides supporting a great bookstore, I keep finding myself watching videos of their book talks on YouTube.

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Before we left on Tuesday, I told myself I would go to the library and check out all my holds (requested books) and then check them back in. If they looked interesting I planned to take a picture of them and put them on one of my lists. But, when I saw that Simpson book on Pound, Eliot, and Bill Williams (as he calls Walter Carlos), I decided to take it with me.

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I have had a life long interest in these three poets.

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Simpson, himself, is a poet but I don’t know his work. He does write lively prose (at least it’s lively to me) about these poets. I brought the book along. If I were reading it at home, I in  my own library for copies of poems he mentions. But I reasoned that I could probably find them online.

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Walter Carlos Williams

I wanted to re-read The Ballad of the Goodly Frere by Pound when Simpson brings it up. Simpson who says that Pound living in London was annoyed by some people’s “irreverence” and wrote this poem. It’s an odd poem for me to read at this time in my life.

I don’t feel connected to Christianity so much as embedded in it. But I have to admit, I still like this poem just like I love the Psalms and many passages in the Gospels and Old Testament (and the 1928 Book of Common Prayer for that matter).

When I wanted to read Hugh Selwyn Mauberley, also by Pound (the first section of Simpson’s book is entitled “Pound, or Art?”), I thought of how much I like and use annotations. The link at the title is to a Genius.com version with many annotations. Hot Damn!

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vacation begins


We are now ensconced at my daughter-in-law’s house.  Everyone was waiting for us when we drove in from the airport last night. Needless to say, Eileen and I were a bit exhausted, but it  was great to see everyone. My grand kids are so beautiful and grown up.

The flights were tolerable. But when I was unpacking I discovered my portable speaker was missing from my checked bag. I called and reported it. The airline person was actually pretty good about it. He apologized twice. This seemed to be part of the script as well as pointing out that though the airline takes no responsibility for electronic devices in checked luggage, in this case he would wave that. The speaker cost around $125. The airline is mailing me a $75 certificate. I was satisfied with that.

Eileen was very upset about this. It reminded me of flying into Barcelona and unpacking only to discover that my little personal CD player was missing. It, too, had been checked.

On the first leg of our journey, we arrived in Denver to discover that the people sitting in front of us were Tom and Mary Lou Taylor. They were long time parishioners at Our Lady of the Lake when I worked there. Mary Lou was the DRE. They are classic old timey RC liberals.

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It was fun to see them. Tom was nice enough to say to me that he misses my music.

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Russel Hoban’s Riddley Walker was an excellent in flight read. It distracted me enough that the flights were not bad. I like this book quite a bit but have several chapters left until it’s finished.

I discovered that my tablet does a good job with YouTube videos. I am working my way through the one above. I used it today to distract myself while exercising quietly.

I stumbled across this video while thinking and researching Erpenbeck’s finely wrought Go, Gone, Went. Saunders is not only thinking about borders but makes a striking point about the contemporary constantly “verified self.”

She describes the recent death of a pregnant refugee and her just born baby in the bottom of a refugee ship. The mother and the child were unidentified. Then Saunders launches in to a description of the incredible way we are constantly verifying who we are. Our smart phones are pouring out data about us. I especially liked her ideas about the absurdity of airport security checks, visa applications world wide, and maintaining that algorithms can actually know much about the complexities of humans.

I haven’t finished it yet.

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Marlon James has caught my interest. He was interviewed by Kevin Young on a recent New York Public Library Podcasts (which are wonderful by the way). He won the Booker Prize for A Brief History of Seven Killings.

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But he and Young were talking about his new book, Black Leopard Red Wolf and sci-fi and fantasy. It’s a fun podcast. He is now on my growing list of authors to read.

Rachel Maddow, Chuck Todd and Lester Holt Are Among Moderators of First Democratic Debate – The New York Times

 

20 Candidates (yet to be announced) and Rachel Maddow. What’s not to like?

Vacation begins

 

The Pentecost Eucharist and afternoon recital was a huge success. We even ran out of bulletins. I didn’t notice until afterwards that this happened. Eileen thought we would. But when she said that, I checked and there were still quite a few.

I would say there were about 40 people in the audience. They were very attentive and appreciative. I think it was a wise thing to rely on program notes and not narrate. We came in under an hour. I don’t think there were any performances that weren’t stellar. Everything came off as planned from A to Z. What more could I ask for?

This morning I let myself do four lines of Homer. Then after breakfast, I relaxed to finishing typing up my notes on Go, Went, Gone. Then I went over to church and tidied up. After lunch, we went to the library, then Meijer. Just before leaving Eileen spotted Jacob Schaeffer visiting his folks nearby. She corralled him into helping me move her mangle. My back still hurts but the dam thing is in the house.

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This is a mangle.

We just got back from Meijer and I’m resting up. I don’t think I will attempt more tasks today even though I could think of few since we are leaving on plane tomorrow fourish.

 

program done

 

I managed to get the program for tomorrow’s recital done today. It helped to have written it yesterday. I emailed Emily Ezust, Founder and Managing Director of LeiderNet Archive. Her organization manages the copyright of a translation at I wanted to use. She emailed me back today giving me free permission but pointing out that there is no funding for her research project in this area. I sent her 10 dollars CAD ($7.80 US dollars) via Paypal. I love it when people are so responsive.

Before lunch today I went over to church and dumped what I had into Publisher and proceeded to tweak it. In about an hour I had a draft to bring home to Eileen so that she could begin proofing.

I finished Go, Went, Gone by Jenny Erpenbeck yesterday. It is easily the best novel I have read in a while. I began typing up notes before going to church. She has a beautiful passage where she interleaves an all too familiar list of drug side effects of a drug that has debilitated one of the refugees in the story.

The man had no idea what the “yellow pill” was that someone official had given him. Richard, the retired professor and the character whose point of view dominates almost all of the book, discovers exactly what drug has been prescribed.

He begins to tick off the possible side effects. But at the same time he has been reminded of Bach’s Cantata BWV 82 by a phrase shouted by one of the exasperated refugees in the book: “Ich habe genug.” (I have had enough.) Erpenbeck begins interleaving the text from BWV 82 at that point. I think it’s cool that a shouted phrase in the street (in German) is exactly a phrase that Bach set in this Cantata.I have been listening and looking at it today. Very cool.

After lunch Eileen and I went back to church and I made changes in the Publisher doc as she and I proofed it. We printed up 50 copies. Then Eileen helped me prep for tomorrow’s service. By the time we had done all this it was around 3 PM and I was exhausted.

We came home and Eileen turned on the air conditioning and I am feeling decadently luckier than usual.  Especially as I process Erpenbeck’s book in which she has her main character gradually become more aware but not exonerated of his ignorance. Some fine writing.

 

What a day!

 

I have spent the better part of today writing up the program notes for Sunday’s recital. My butt hurts from sitting. Eileen is proofing them as I type. I am so ready to be done with this year’s season. It has been a stellar one. As my boss said, we are going out with a bang. But I’m feeling my age and atheism coming to the fore.

It doesn’t help that I have been worried about my son since his last relapse into full blown alcohol addiction. I have been avoiding mentioning it here, but I did manage to speak with him yesterday. I found out that he is in a facility and is being cared for. It is a treacherous thing to have an addict in the family. Loving them is tricky. I’m glad to be reconnected to him. It’s possible Eileen and I will be able to visit him at his facility while we are in California next week.

In less than two hours I have a rehearsal. We had to reschedule Wednesday’s rehearsal. Amy, my violinist, recently took a job as a food worker at Russ. She works in the back room and prepares salad ingredients. I can imagine that this work is very exhausting. She told us yesterday that after four hours work, she finds she is sleeping solid for 16 hours. That’s what she was accidentally doing Wednesday evening and who can blame her?

So we had to reschedule since her violin part is very important to the Handel Ario Laurie Van Ark is going to sing Sunday. By the way, this is a kick ass little piece by Handel from his 9 German Arias. I only recently discovered this work when a visiting recitalist had a soprano sing one of them.

BBC Radio 3 – Record Review Podcast, Mendelssohn: Symphony No. 4 ‘Italian’

My mood has been morose lately. It was particularly dark yesterday morning. However, I put on a podcast of BBC Record Review. They were reviewing Mendelssohn’s Italian Symphony. This symphony is one I try to listen to every spring. It is wonderful and had the usual effect of lightening my mood for the morning despite exhaustion from the rehearsal the night before.

Anthony Burgess: Puma: A Novel [Review] | The Englewood Review of Books

Another review by the famous Mark Jenkins (brother of Jupiter Jenkins). I can’t wait to read it!

An Antiracist Reading List – The New York Times

by my hero, Ibram X. Kendi. I love lists of books to read.

 

not on the same page

 

I had a bit of an anxiety nightmare last night. I was teaching a choir class (the only person I recognized in the class was a guy who has his doctorate from U of M that I follow on Facebook). Anyway, we were working from a little magazine of music. I had in mind a clever vocalise to take the class through. But I couldn’t find the page number. The class waited and waited for me and then finally tried unsuccessfully to sing it without my help. I asked if someone could loan me their music. I had a strategy in mind to teach the vocalise which was based on a complicated Estonian type melody. I looked up and it was time for the class to end. I dismissed them with an apology.

Then I woke up.

What was that about, I wondered. I was still annoyed. Then it occurred to me. That I was leading people and I wasn’t on the same page they were. This is a common occurrence in my life, not being on the same page as other people. After I figured that out I wasn’t so annoyed. After all it’s how I live.

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I think I need some time off.

I have been experience fatigue ever since this past Sunday even though I’m getting plenty of rest and relaxation. I have a stack of books I want to read this summer including Their Eyes Were Watching God by Zora Heale Hurston.

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I had a six month appointment with my cancer surgeon’s office Monday and i took Hurston along. I was excited to discover that Henry Louis Gates, Jr. wrote the introduction to it. I have been reading his Stony The Road: Reconstruction, White Supremacy, and The Rise of Jim Crow. 

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You probably recognize his name. He’s the Harvard Prof who got arrested for being black while trying to break into his own house.

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I only realized recently that he teaches and writes books about the history of African Americans.

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I’m also finishing up the English translation of Erpenbeck’s Go, Went, Gone. Julia Alvarez mentioned this book back in her April By The Book NYT interview.

Alvarez cites it as the last great book she has read and says this:

‘My reading friends are worn out with hearing me extol Jenny Erpenbeck’s “Go, Went, Gone,” a stunning novel about a retired classics professor who slowly becomes conscientizado — I love the word in Spanish — aware and involved in the plight of refugees from Africa camping out in a square in Berlin. The novel is lyrical, absorbing, so accurate as to the ways we resist engagement and then are pulled in.’

I am finding it an absorbing read. I have about 70 pages out of 286 left to go. It’s a library book that I need to return before my California flight next Tuesday.

I’ve got a ton of tasks before this evening’s rehearsal. I am definitely going out with a bang this year. Yesterday I chose hymns through August and emailed them to my subs and the office. My biggest task left before Sunday is writing witty, intelligent, and informative program notes for the recital Sunday.

I’m not feeling particularly witty, intelligent, or informative right now.

I’m lazing around this morning trying to conserve my waning energy. This afternoon I need to move my piano and harpsichord around at church and then tune the dang harpsichord. The piano tuner is coming tomorrow to tune our lousy piano.

I am meeting one of my two soprano soloists at 6 PM before choir tonight. She is singing a Handel aria with strings and harpsichord. After choir I am meeting with the other soprano who is singing a lovely little lied by Fanny Mendelssohn Sunday.

We are bringing my grand daughter Savannah back with us from California for a visit. That should be fun.

I actually can’t conceive of having time off right now much less having fun but I’m sure it’s in the works.

What page are we on?

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update and more book notes

 

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The choir was excellent yesterday. One soprano told me that our rendition of Vaughan Williams’ O How Amiable gave her chills. It was good. It’s satisfying to be a part of something like this. We even did the little Dowland piece mostly unaccompanied (no mean trick). Dawn pulled stops for me on the prelude. I played Vaughan Williams’ Hyfrydol. It’s challenging to lift my hands and change stops to reflect the composer’s intentions. An extra pair of hands makes a lot of difference.

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I came home exhausted. I didn’t really get a second wind. I think that the organ music, the two anthems and beginning a half hour earlier, all of this, took a toll on the old guy. I wonder how I’ll do next week with the addition of our afternoon recital.

I’m even tired this morning. Eileen on her second day of her weaving conference at Hope. She seems to be very happy with it and enjoying it as she goes. I  reported in to my surgeon today for a six month look at my incision. This meant a drive to Grand Rapids. My surgeon’s office is right by a restaurant that Eileen and I discovered in the midst of our trips to his office. Eileen insisted that I pick up some food to go for us since she couldn’t make the trip today. Heh. This is what I did.

I also took back roads back and forth to GR since there is a lot of construction between here and Byron Center road.

Since Eileen’s busy with her conference this afternoon, I’m scheduled to meet the plumber. He is coming to begin work on repairing the leak under the shower.

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More notes from LikeWar

The United States remains “supremely ill-equipped” to confront the dangers the authors outline in this book. In fact “other nations now look to the United States as a showcase for all the developments they wish to avoid. [emphasis in the original]”

The good news is that some countries are doing better. They “have moved beyond … military reorganization to the creation of ‘whole-of-nation’ efforts intended to inoculate their societies against information threats. It is not coincidental that among the first states to do so were Finland, Estonia, Latvia, Lithuania, and Sweden, all of which face a steady barrage of Russian information attacks, backed by the close proximity of Russian soldiers and tanks. Their inoculation efforts include education programs, public tracking and notices of foreign disinformation campaigns, election protections and forced transparency of political campaign activities, and legal action to limit the effect of poisonous super-spreaders. [emphasis added]”

Super-spreaders are key  nodes in networks. The term is borrowed from biological contagion studies. When these key few influential social media accounts click ‘share,’ they can redirect huge swathes of the internet.

There is a historical precedent in the United States for responding to misinformation. “D]uring [the] Cold War …. the U.S. government [initiated]… the Active Measures Working Group. It brought together people working in various government agencies—from spies to diplomats to broadcasters to educators—to collaborate on identifying and pushing back against KGB-planted false stories designed to fracture societies and undermine support for democracy. There is no such agency today.”

But it’s worse than that.

“Today, a significant part of the American political culture is willfully denying the new threats to its cohesion. In some cases, it’s colluding with them. [emphasis in original}”

Next time “Dangerous Speech” as defined by these guys.